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[23 Oct 2007|01:50am]
GRRRR pretty much sums up everything
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[21 Oct 2007|02:20am]
soo... I just realized ppl have added me on here as friends that i did not even know about..

HI!
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[09 Oct 2007|11:30pm]
i wish my emotions were homogeneous

one min I am totally over it
the next min it hits me like a freight train



at least I will always have the spill canvas
*sigh*
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[04 Oct 2007|03:27pm]
sam called.
she has been in Ireland for a week.
as soon as I saw it was her... tears started flowing out.
i miss her.
she will be back next Wednesday.

all i do is work. 50-60 hours a week.
I feel lonely.
I really dont wanna bug trevor d though. they have their own problems.
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[30 Sep 2007|01:11am]
friday was the first time I have ever seen my grandmother cry.
I held her arm
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[05 Jul 2007|10:35pm]
no more boston
no more a lot of stuff
this has been a really really rough month
a lot of fighting and hurt feelings with my best friend
(we be good now though)

but out of it sprung something amazing...
matt is amazing.
you know you got it good when...
he gets up from watching one of his favorite shows after he just got off of work, goes and BUYs you tampons without you even asking because he knows you're out, and then brings them to work. AND after all that, he realizes he has not seen your family in a while so he goes to your mom's house without you to say hi to them.
see what I mean?
he is too good to me.
the best part is that he puts up with my mood swings
:O)

Lauren is gone though.
she moved to florida.
I miss her
:O(



I can't wait until vacation in august though.
hopefully matt will come, or sam.
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[15 May 2007|01:06am]








this is probably the reason why I more than likely failed pre-calc....




what can I say?
I'm a doodler
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[04 May 2007|08:17am]
I've been having the urge to create...
but I can't.
too busy with school.
I find myself thinking of things I can make and do all the time.
I dont even have time for this
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[30 Apr 2007|11:01pm]
OMG TIRED
I have TONS os stuff to do before the semester ends...
just in one class I have to
-read 3 chapters  -> write a paper
-read a book -> write a paper
-watch a movie -> write a paper
-and write paper on a movie we watched today

BLAHHH

sam and I dont plan on sleeping this week...
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[25 Apr 2007|10:29am]

the chronicles of white tauruses , revolving doors, and butterflies

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[06 Apr 2007|12:07pm]
got home from canada yesterday around 8:30
it was amazing
I'll post pictures later
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[29 Mar 2007|10:59pm]
I'm sick

and I leave for canada in 3 days

I hope I'll pass this before sunday

:O(
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[03 Feb 2007|04:24am]
I have much to say about mark's party....
good stuff
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[30 Jan 2007|06:41am]
where's the sun?????

I gotta leave for school soon.
this is way too fucking early.


AHHHHHHHHHHHH
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[29 Jan 2007|02:00am]
"And true, it may seem like a stretch, but
Its thoughts like this that catch my troubled
Head when you're away when I am missing you to death"

{That goes out to the
Puffs, it takes a certain kinda person to drive to Gettysburg listening to Johnny Cash and sippin slurpees LOVE YOU!}



That is in trevors profile  thingy.
I miss him already.
which is weird.... bc really.... he is only 30 min away in towson.
But we have decided to have dinner every other wednesday night.
starting this wednesday.
But I miss him so much.
I can't wait until summer 07 when we can do what we please...when we please... like this past break.


WELL KIDDOs...
school starts tomorrow for me.
YIKES!
good thing my first class is with sam.
so I suppose I should hit the sack.
GOOD NIGHT.




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[19 Jan 2007|06:14pm]


Have I ever told you that
I'm related to 
Daniel Boone...?

yeah. that's it. 
bye.
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[14 Jan 2007|03:50am]

me. after work. been up for 19+ hours. Blah

point is... the hair. major blonde in front
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... [12 Jan 2007|12:49am]
What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Come, break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for
I'm not running from you

Come, break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Falling from myself
Falling for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am

Come, break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come, break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)

What if I wanted to break...?
What if I, what if I, what if I...
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[16 Dec 2006|01:42am]
went to hooters today
with sam, Iriina, and dani

it was nice
besides the stupid bitches opening the door




9 days!!!!!!
EXCITED!!!!
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[22 Nov 2006|02:16am]


I FINISHED MY HAT...

I had to learn a lot of new stitches and stuff... and at first I did not think It was working.
I felt like I was making a yamaka, and not a hat.
but I think it looks fine

:O)

(yes... I am well aware that I am a nerd)
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[17 Nov 2006|09:19am]
dec 1st





marks the date of knowledge
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[13 Nov 2006|11:55pm]
I think I am a workaholic
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[19 Oct 2006|02:04am]
UNMOTIVATED
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[13 Oct 2006|01:14pm]
SO I have named my car...
FINALLY!!

the scion is now called Bambi
(or BAM for short)

why you ask?

maybe because I fucking hit a dead deer in jersey last night and fucked up the body of my car.
yeah. no joke.
it was the scariest thing in the world.
I am actually really really angry about it.
I was really shooken up afterwards.



but in happier news... I am in boston.
we left at 11pm, got here around 7am.
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[12 Oct 2006|03:12am]

that picture is maybe 3 years old...
scary!!

so lets talk about how all sam and I have done to get ready is add over 400 songs to my Ipod.

I have work ALL day tomorrow. It shall be a long day. we are leaving round 11pm.

I need to stop DLing corey heart, notorious BIG, and brian davis and start packing!
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[12 Oct 2006|02:37am]
sam is singing musicals to me.
a lil creepy
avenue Q maybe?

I love this girl.
she is crazy

"everyone is a little bit racist sometimes"
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[20 Aug 2006|10:31pm]
I think flies in baltimore are more retarded than the flies in columbia
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[14 Aug 2006|11:59pm]
work work work
la la la
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[08 Aug 2006|04:45pm]
I really might have an addiction



sam, jay, and jess have all mentioned something about it
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[22 Jun 2006|04:54pm]

ganstas fo' life

(ps.. I swear J has a neck... just not here)
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